If only I could

Aha, this one I suppose is right into a relationship of 45 days. Yeah, now I see, I am quite bad at them. Written sometime in January 2003

All I do

is close my eyes to feel you

The mind anchors to a body intimately held

In a moment that bolsters bliss felt

To the proximity my lips

on your neck endowed

to the lascivia that 

our lips wouldn’t let go

This crazy mind of mine

Possessed by you all the while

Glimpses of you I encounter

Wishing you were close to hold near

If only I could

extend this moment to lifetime I would

Moment, though overwhelming be

Lifetime is what love is meant to be

I scream and sing

All that I feel inside

Heart though has its own moral story to say

‘Do not get flown by the tide’

Mind may have a fling or so

Heart evades with a ‘Big No’

Mind is sunk of moments with you

Heart is a reminder of past blues

As I each day speak to you

The mind and heart vouch for one another

Mind says a dilate moment it shall be

Heart is aware, lifetime - only time shall see

If only I could 

extend this moment to lifetime I would

moment though overwhelming be

Lifetime is what love is meant to be

A strength that heart keeps captive

Where mind can do nothing but only let go

The heart then takes over 

Binds two souls into one another

No matter what may then come 

two souls one part become

‘Love’ - if I may say

Blossoms each passing day

Now as I ponder

The eve we were together

You have been on my mind too long

So, I sit and write you a song

Eternity and beyond, larger than life may be, 

Love is how we dream to be

If I tread the path today

You, I wish to hold, all the way

I take it slow though, 

Hoping you shall wait

I wont be too long or far

It may take a little while as I come close each day

I know, I can, 

extend this moment to lifetime

Someday, you shall see, 

A beautiful home, you and me.